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[10 Jan 2006|01:48pm] [ mood | calm ] hmm i havent updated in a long time soo i figured i should cuz there isnt better to do right now lol. so i cant wait for this weekend cuz its my brithday sunday!!! sat is my sweet 16 party n my family n a whole bunch of other ppl are gonna be there n my ari is gonna be there i havent seen her in for while since she moved to boston to live wit her father i miss her soo much =( but i cant wait to see her!! n its going to be soo much fun cuz the ppl i love are gonna be there for me lol..n sunday nichole r n jess w are gonna throe me a party or w.e but i'll wait n see what happens so far this weekend is going to be cazy i cant wait! Left love.

[13 Dec 2005|10:11am] [ mood | crappy ] well today i thought was going to suck cuz its my mom b-day n she died two yrs ago even tho is been tow yrs i still cry over this.. i kno its stupid i shouldnt cry on this day i should move on..but i have in ways but on her b-day n her death date idk why i should =\...but right now im doing ok cuz my friends have been there i love each n one of you guys<3333 thank you guys sooo much i really mean it!...but last night my bestfriend alyssa.l called me n her mom is in the hosp. i feel soo bad i started to cry cuz i kno what she is going through but i guess her mom fell on ice n they need to put screws in her knee or smomething but i hope everything is ok wit her<3...but lately things have been going really good expect for today</3...well after school im going to my moms grave..well i g2g</3 4 Left love.

[08 Dec 2005|10:01am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | ppl saying crazy stufff! ] every one is talking bout a snow day tomorow!! i really hope there is one! if there is one i might go snowboarding :o)!!!!!!!!!!!! my math teacher said that him n his granduaghter do a snow dance well that better work this time! Left love.

[01 Dec 2005|12:43am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | kenny chesney/she thinks my tractor is sexy ] ugh this week has its ups n downs so far well the up is that i dont have school cuz im suspened for passing out well alot of ppl know for the ones dont thats why i havent been in. the down is that im grouned for this week n i have a retarded dad. yesterday was like one of my best day of this week i was wit my cousin n me n her babysat her bestfriend baby omg he is soo cute n he is a good baby he didnt even cry well he did when i left him for a min. what can i say he loves me lol. tomrow i think me n my cousin are going to see my moms grave n our grandparnts too. man the last time i went to her grave was july 13,2003</3 n that was the sadest n depressing day of my life n im at the biggest breaking point idk how to get through it but im gonna like i have.. 1 Left love.

ppl are wicked dumb [21 Nov 2005|08:06pm] [ mood | blah ] so today i went to frist period n i guess i passed out i dont remeber this at all. n i heard everyone yelling at me to wake up but i couldnt open my eyes or left up my head or talk. n i rememeber the ride to the hosp. but not that good. i fully woke up in the er not knowing what was going on. but the docotors said that i had too many white blood cells in me n im getting sick soon or w.e and everyone in school said i O.D on drugs i think this is very funny. and they said they "covered me up in a white blanket cuz i died". they covered me in a white blanket cuz i was reallly really really cold not cuz i was dead. so yea im dead to every one i might not go to school cuz i dont think i want to answer everyones n i dont i feel up too so to EVERYONE IM ALIVE NOT DEAD! 1 Left love.

[10 Nov 2005|11:58pm] [ mood | amused ] 10 favorites... Favorite Color: Blue. Favorite Food: Chinses Favorite Song: Coheed and Cambria - The Suffering Favorite Movie: training day Favorite Sport: soccer Favorite Season: Fall Favorite Day Of the Week: wed. Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip. Favorite Time of Day(or night): the night time 9 Currents... Current Mood: Sad. Current Taste: the favlor of my tooth paste Current Clothes: holister sweat pants, a black tank, a green day hoddie, and blue n white socks Current Desktop Picture: From First To Last♥ Current Toenail Color: the normal color of your toenail Current Time: idk im not near a clock w/ the right time Current Surroundings: my living room Current Annoyance(s): none Current Thought: " i wonder what my dad's romate's dog is thinkng" 8 Firsts... First Best Friend: cathrene First Kiss: ugh Rick First Screen Name: its the same one that i have now lol First Pet: A gold fish his name was Mr.gold fish he died the third day i had him =( First Piercing: my ears First Crush: Kyle First Music: i dont rember First Car: i dont own a car 7 Lasts..... Last Cigarette: two min. ago Last Drink: moutin dew Last Car Ride: yesterday Last Kiss: last week Last Movie Seen: Trainging day Last Phone Call: My dad's friends ex wife Last CD Played: Some mix 6 Have You Evers.... Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yes Have You Ever Broken the Law: yea Have You Ever Been Arrested: yea Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: No. Have You Ever Been on TV: no Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope 5 Things.... 5 Things You're Wearing: hoddie,sweat pants,tank,socks, underwear 5 Things You've Done Today: sleep,wacthed some tv,ate,took the dog out,raked the leafs 5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: i dont think im hearing 5 thigns ;p; 5 Things You Can't Live Without: well there is alot of things 5 Things You Do When Your bored: AIM, LJ, call peeps,make fun of my dad,play wit the dog, 4 Places You've Been To... 1. Canda 2.Texas 3. Mexico i fucking hated it there it was wicked gross 4. Manie 3 People You Can Tell (most) Anything To... 1. Alyssa.L 2. Beth 3. Ari 2 Choices... 1. Black or White: white 2. Hot or Cold: hot 1 Wish... that i would be far away from my pops Left love.

[02 Nov 2005|10:04am] i hate everything. 8 mmotnhs till i move! Left love.

[29 Oct 2005|09:07am] [ mood | cranky ] i hate it when ppl judge me for what i do n when ppl worry bout me im the kind of person that some one shouldnt worry bout. n you made me promise to change n i was feeling stressed out n i needed to do something n when some ppl are stressed out they need stuff to help n im one of those ppl that trun to some stuff. you i think you shouldnt care if i smoke alot of ppl do it. n some one shouldnt care if some one does it. n yea you say you were there for me in the apst but i didnt think you were. the onyl thing you were there for me was you letting me stay at ur house. but when i needed to talk to some one you made it turn in your own porblems. i had enough of this shit. n yea i bruned a bridge that i shouldnt but shit happens n alot of ppl have heart breaks you need to get over it i kno i sound like a bitch but i dont mean to i kno its crushing me too idk what to say aany more this whole thing is stupid 9 Left love.

[21 Oct 2005|09:04pm] [ mood | cranky ] hm im not liking alot of things.. like my body hates me cuz my pain came back today n school n i went home cuz it was hurting me sooo bad that it hurts when i was walking n i started to cry cuz it was hurting me that bad some one was bout to walk me to the nusre. but i didnt want anyone too. so when i went to the doctors they said i porblay need stronger meds. but did they give me any stronger meds. umm nopeeee ugh some doctors are making me reallly mad they should kno whats wrong but they dont n watch this happens agian =\. i hate what im going through but i try to keep my head up high n not think about it. its hard but im doing it day by day =\ HAPPY BRITHDAY KRISTYN ♥!!! 2 Left love.

wow! [20 Oct 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | silly ] wow i found alot of stuff that i didnt want to but it was wicked funny like my dad friends said that my dad needs to get laid n i should help my dad find a single mom. and i found out that my dad was a player before my dad married my mom, n my parents only get married cuz my mom was pergant wit my brother n then they had a shot gun wedding. and he told me how his dog get horny w/ pickles. i think tonight was wicked werid n funny 2 Left love.

ugh [18 Oct 2005|06:03pm] [ mood | cold ] yea so its been like 4 dyas since i been out of the hotspail n my pain is coming back =\. i dont kno why it was just a kindey/blatter infection i have meds for it. i just hope it doesnt hurt more then it does right now. cuz i dont want to go back n i dont want my dad bitch bout taking me. last time he almost didnt even take me cuz he thought i was faking it when i was crying n i was on the floor cuz the lower part of my belly was hurting me. o well =\ ugh lately i been feeling so alone like i have no body anymore. like im all alone in this gay world. n it feels like alot of people been truing their backs on me. what ever i'll live i guess =\ o boy i cant wait till june<3 Left love.

blahhhhhh [06 Oct 2005|07:29pm] [ mood | blank ] yeah i getting really sick of everything in my life =\.. o well <td align="center">You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> HAHA 3 Left love.

fghjkkjglkh [30 Sep 2005|09:26pm] [ mood | crappy ] i hate being sick!! asuhfsuiy. i went home from school early cuz i had a fever of 108 =(. n tonight i was gonn sleep over kristyns n go to the big e wit her n her family but no! i have to be sick =( hjfbgfh. n get this the nurse called my dad at 12 n he said he was gonna be there around 12 30 n he shows up at 1 50!! grrr n then he was gonna go to the store after his friends house to buy me this thoart spray cuz my thoart is killing me soo bad but no he didnt get it he forgot all bout it! yea i have a nice dad =\ w/e. n then i was trying to get some sleep n people kept on calling me!! n i told them i was sick n they kept on talking to me bout stupid stuff =\. n i havent gotten alot of sleep in days this sucks soooooo much! ugh i hope tomorw i can sleep all day that would be nice cuz of lack of sleep i been getting. 1 Left love.

um yea [29 Sep 2005|09:57pm] [ mood | blah ] ugh i havent gotten that much sleep lately n it freaking sucks so i got some coffe this moring lol. after school i crashed on the couch that didnt last cuz i got a phone call. ugh my dad is letting one of his friends live here for a month or two =\ ugh i dont like him at all n all these old guys are gonna be here all the time ugh. well that means im not gonna be at my house for a long time lol. i miss seth alot =\ he didnt call me for two days. hm i think im gonna call him tomorow before i sleep over kristyn's house. saturday is me n kristyn day cuz we are goning to the big e wit her mom,cousin,aunt,sister. but its still our day haha cuzme n her havent hung out for a long time. we are gonna have fun i cant wait! man ppl will believe anything these days man i hate ppl but mostly girls that i hate lol. ♥ 2 Left love.

[25 Sep 2005|09:56pm] [ mood | angry ] im getting real sick of some of my friends being wicked stupid some of them should like grow up?? n not act like a lil two yr old?? n get a life?? you kno? i hope they kno. ok like who goes on my myspace n change my pw n they think that i wouldnt kno they new pw! n they leave a comment on kristyn's saying "i hate you,fag" i dont say fag so wft is up wit that. n i didnt even do anythin to you or w.e n i didnt go on their accunts cuz i dont do that shit cuz thats stupid n gay. i dislike the twins right now. they need to grow up n stop acting like lil kids cuz they do this kind of shit all the time. its wicked gay n it get kind of boring after a while w.e i dont need their shit right now. well anyways i had a good weekend i met this wicked hot kid named seith ong he is soo hott i might be hanging outwit him the weekend thats coming up or tomorow he is gonna call me when i get home from school. im soo happy! lol im such a loser lol.. n i made jello shots last night man they were good lol..my cousin needed some help to make them cuz she is wicked stupid n she doesnt kno how to make jello wit out the boze cuz she is a retard. anyways i had fun last night. n today i went to northhampton went my cousin shawn he wanted to get tickets to the this show he wants to go to. n then he took me out to lunch n then went back to my house n he did my project that i had to do haha man. you gotta love that! its a easy grade! lol. n my uncle from texas is gonan send me some money cuz im doing good in school n he told me he loves to spoil me n he cant waits for me to live there wit him cuz he is gonna get me what i want n he is making my room right now. man i cantwait to live there ♥ 4 Left love.

[22 Sep 2005|11:39pm] [ mood | blank ] hm today after school o had to go to the nursing home for communtiy services n i had to go to the old ppl that live there n ask them questions like what music do they like. n some of them were telling me how they hate it there n they wish they were back home wit their families omg it was so deperessing i felt soo bad. n one lady was telling how she cant walk any more n she can eve move her own hands the ppl who work there have to help her do everything n she told me that she had a dream that she was walking n doing the things that she used to do n then she told me she woke up n she saw her wheel chair n she said it was only a dream n they never come true n she was never become old. well thats life you born as baby n then you grow up n then you get old n die thats it soo theres is no way stop from being old unless you die young. n others were like giving me a dirty look. but the frist lady i talked to was soo cute lol she was telling me how she used to be dancer n how much she loves it n stuff n when i was talking to her she was wacthing some old balck n white movie n the women in the movie saw he boyfriend cheating on her or something like that n the girlfriend went up to him n tols him whats what n she like you go girl lol omg it was soo funny i think the frist person i talked to was my favorite lol..i have to go back there monday o boy o boy i wonder whats gonna happen. ugh tomorow i have to go to my cousins wedding n i really dont want to cuz i hate the chick that he is gonna marry she is a fucking bitch that i cant stand. ok my n my cousin scott (the one thats getting married) me n him were wicked close n he was like my older brother well a better brother like he would call me n see if i wanted to hang out especaily after my mom died n he would call to see how i was doing n he would take me out on my brithday cuz my dad didnt do anything for me. n when he met ashely (the chick he is marrinyg tomrow) like at frist i thought she was nice but like everytime me n scott ahng out she had to be there like she had to kno what he is doing n shit n he doesnt hang out wit any of his friends anymore cuz of her like she doesntlet him drink if she isnt drinking like she has to be drinking in order for him to be drinking. n she is soo fake n no body in my family likes her at all my uncke scotts dad is soo pissed off at him for marring her wicked long story why n i dont want to get in to it. like scott used to vist my uncle n my uncle is diying slowly but he is diying n scott doesntvist at all cuz ashely has to do somethign n scott has to be there what she is doing n like on x-mas scott was talking to my uncle bout something n in mid setence n just left n they spent x-mas eve at her rents house n the deal was they spend x-mas eve there n they spend x-mas day at my uncles but no they didnt they jsut left omg i cant stand them. yea some of my family is gay but w.e i hardly talk to them cuz i dont like them you didnt pick them so yea =\. im gonna have so much fun tomrow go me 4 Left love.

[20 Sep 2005|08:55pm] [ mood | calm ] ugh this week has been the worst week ever soo far.today i wasnt having a good day at all.it felt like i was going to die cuz my tummy was hurting wicked bad.it felt like i was gonna pass out lol.i fell asleep in my history class n every one said they saw me sleeping n they said i looked soo cute n they didnt wanted to wake me up so i was almost late for my other class lol.then i went home my dad was talking to me bout something i dont remember it was something that i did wrong cuz you kno i cant do anything right at all im his screw up. but anyways i was sitting on the couch when he was talking to me n i put my head on the pillow that was there n i fell asleep lol. n my dad hit my head to wake me up cuz dinner was ready he stop trying to yell at me n ground me cuz he knows i never will listen to him cuz i have no respect for him. i dont think i have any respect for my family cuz they dont have it for me cuz they are always putting me down. now i know why i have soo many porblems in my life. ugh i better start my home work. hope tomorow is a better day it should be.. 2 Left love.

srtkjbthkjnf [18 Sep 2005|06:56pm] [ mood | annoyed ] hm..i really hope that he reads my last update =\.. anyways i find out that i have a ass hole for a dad cuz he didnt tell me that my brother was coming home to pick up his stuff n me n my brother have wicked bad history but NO MY FUCKING DAD DIDNT EVEN TELL ME HE WAS COMING OVER!!!!!jfgjkbfkj i was sooo pissed i was in my room crying... and i was gonna sleep over kristyn's tonight but no my dad was mad at me cuz i was yelling at him after my brother left... n then my cousin called me cuz she got wicked bored soo she walked over here n me n her hang out at my house n ate alottt of junk food cuz we are fatty's lol... man i really need to move out of my house i cant stand it..well my uncle said if i want to move down it texas early i can cuz he knows how my dad is soo part of me just wants to call him n do that =\...idk yet..i never kno anymore n i hate it soo much Left love.

[17 Sep 2005|07:13pm] [ mood | blah ] hm so last night was kind of rough for me i didnt think things were gonna end betweent us cuz u acted like u liked me alot. n u told me u did. i wish i told u some of these things on the phone yesterday but i didnt cuz i didnt kno what to say at the time. if u wanted to be single how come me n u started to date? why did u play wit my mind? n i think u did have time for your friends n me. n u could of hang out wit me one day n the other hang out wit some of your friends. but then i look u problay didnt really wanted to be wit me =\.but hey i will get over it cuz me n u werent dateing for a long time its just that u are the frist guy that i opened up to n i think its gonna take me a long time to find some one like u. but i felt like i could tell u anything n u understood me n i hardly find ppl like that.=\. but yea. so today i went to the sowrd game wit kristyn n we won!!! sucks to be comp lol..me n kristyn had face paint all over our bodies we looked soo awsome what can we say lol..n i saw some ppl that i havent seen in a while i liked that. i feel bad cuz becky wanted me to call her but i didnt lol..well im happy that we won the sword game!!! lol..wow im such a loser lol ♥ 5 Left love.

[16 Sep 2005|04:08pm] [ mood | depressed ] i hate my self...i been really confused right now n i dont kno whats going on anymore or what i want n it really sucks...when things go good for me every thing goes down hill =\..i just cant stand it really =\ it sucks big time...n i hate it even more cuz im sick right now n i didnt go to school i stayed home n sleeped all day i really needed that..grr i hate not knowing whats going on anymore..ugh i just need a mental health day wit out me being sick lol..umm tomorw me kristyn n alyssa n other ppl are going to the game tomrow n we are going all out lol i think i need that just the day wit some of my friends ♥ 3 Left love.

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